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Yeah I quit.

Alright, so I am done. Do I even have real true close friends? Or am I just the person that everyone comes to when they want to bitch? When I'm gone am I missed? doubtful... Does Cody miss me? Doubtful... does Shane miss me? Doubtful... does Matt miss me? Judging by the fact that he's written to everyone but me, no. Alyssa, Carmen, Kyia, my friends for 7 years that didn't even remember my birthday... Yeah. Great. Fantastic. Wonder-fucking-ful. I talk to people online now, supposedly friends, and it's all me putting forth the effort. Maybe I should perform an experiment and not talk to anyone and see how fucking long it takes for them to notice... or if they'll just forget me altogether. I suppose the latter is more likely. I could have a hypoglycemic meltdown tomorrow and die and it would take half of them three weeks to a month to realize it. So, fuck it. I'm done.

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jeremy7450
Apr. 6th, 2004 05:32 pm (UTC)
Talk to me more... I have no friends in real life either.

Don't go anywhere though.
virtuistic
Apr. 6th, 2004 06:51 pm (UTC)
hah... friends in real life suck! woo! Yeah, I need to rekindle my love for the internet.

I wont be going anywhere, I'll just sit in my little corner and crochet and own a lot of cats.
jeremy7450
Apr. 6th, 2004 06:55 pm (UTC)
I just kinda sit here all day long when i'm not working or in school, downloading and listening to music.

Bright Eyes depresses the hell out of me.
virtuistic
Apr. 6th, 2004 08:03 pm (UTC)
yeah... me too. I refuse to listen to it.

I've been trying to perk up my music selection and improve my mood thataway... hah
(Anonymous)
Apr. 6th, 2004 11:02 pm (UTC)
I beg to differ
I would have to say that I would notice if you went and died. I do believe that that is specifically forbidden. I would have to get quite a bit upset about you going against my commands.
Sandy
virtuistic
Apr. 7th, 2004 09:08 am (UTC)
Re: I beg to differ
yes yes, i believe that. But my qualm wasn't really with all you fab Minnesota people. well... except nic. ;)
fraqmented
Apr. 7th, 2004 09:11 am (UTC)
Word to the whole 'my friends don't care about me and don't even remember my birthday thing.'
I dread going home this summer and not having any friends to be with.
I meant to tell you happy birthday on Monday, but I was hardly in my room at all. So...
A very late, but a very heartfelt HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
virtuistic
Apr. 7th, 2004 09:17 am (UTC)
thanks loads sonci. :) Don't loath going home this summer alone, I'll join in and we'll form a club! And talk online about it all the time about how much it SUCKS! :D
fraqmented
Apr. 7th, 2004 10:41 pm (UTC)
Rock on. First rule of our club: Don't talk about it. Second rule: Don't talk about it.
You are not a beautiful, unique snowflake.
Ha. Sorry. I just got done watching "Fight Club" with a couple friends.
You are a beautiful, unique snowflake.
In less than eight hours, I will be 19. Woohoo.
virtuistic
Apr. 7th, 2004 11:49 pm (UTC)
Joining the ranks of the 19 year olds, eh? Well I welcome ye, happy birthday milady.
(Anonymous)
Apr. 7th, 2004 10:32 pm (UTC)
From the Desk of The V.B.
I left a Happy Birthday message on MSN for you, but apparently you didn't get it. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. There. That should do nicely.
virtuistic
Apr. 8th, 2004 07:01 am (UTC)
Re: From the Desk of The V.B.
Yeah, no I didn't get that. But I appreciate it. Thank you. :)
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