... Meaning excessively decorated or embellished. Synonymous with ostentatious, flamboyant, ornate, rococo! Rococo is a rediculously complicated word, definition wise, which amuses me as the adjective form of it (it can be a noun as well) means "immoderately elaborated or complicated." Isn't it ironic? ... [doncha think?]
For the second night in a row, I reak of smoke. This time, however, the culprits are cigarettes. Bill's Mom and Dad, I swear they don't know what plain unaltered oxygen is. How they have vocal chords is a complete mistery. Maybe they'll make it on Ripley's...
Shane is supposedly on his way over. I'm really fuggin' tired though, but apparently he has to talk to me. I have a feeling its something to do with Matt... and honestly, I'm really not in the mood for it. I miss the Shanester though. He was feeding ducks today, a man after my own heart.
I really feel clingy lately. I want someone to cling onto and cuddle with, I want someone to hold me and tell me its going to be ok, and have me believe them. I feel so shakey, so unsound with everything lately. My dream last night didn't help. I dreamt that Scott died again, a car crash and Matt called me from the airport when he was coming home, telling me he was going to come over and it was just really disturbing. Well, Bill just called me to tell me that apparently Shane is coming over to kidnap me, so I'll have to locate some sugar and coffee and whatnot... ugh.