Matt and I have been talking online a lot, I miss hearing his voice though. I really miss the kid altogether. Jon says he's planning on coming up for a visit when he gets his next paycheck, and that he'd probably bring the Matthew, I donno if Shane will come though because last I heard there was some rediculous awkward thing between the two ... but maybe they'll grow up. I know it's a long shot, but hey, you never know. Stranger things have happened.
I have absolutely no motivation to continue doing my homework. I finished today's spanish, I worked ahead in Logic, and even tried to read some of the book but textbook reading is just kicking my ass right now. I have no patience for it. I got to about page 8 in my geography text book too and ran fleeing to my computer for refuge. I can already tell that reading that book is going to be incredibly painful. Plus, I have a workbook that isn't a workbook, it's like... added material that isn't even referenced in the syllabus but i HAD to buy because the thing came in a 3 piece set .. grrr... I'm hoping my poetry and guitar classes will keep me sane this semester. Everything else is looking so painfully dull. It's looking like an "Office Space" semester...
"Well, It's not that I'm lazy, it's that I just don't care..."
"Don't... don't care?"
"It's a problem of motivation."