Thesaurus Rex (virtuistic) wrote,
Thesaurus Rex

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Gravity always wins...

Wow, it's been awhile since I've written in here. Much has changed. We're back in school and as was expected, it royally blows. Every other class I have is music related though so it's pretty cool. Still, PreCal is a bitch. I could do without the homework. Rah.

If I should die this very moment, I wouldn't fear. For I've never known completeness like being here.

I also could do with a shift of friends. Carmen is getting on my case. She's so 'holier than thou' and churchy. Not to mention 'I wanna be popular'. Also, the way she constantly hangs all over Chris, unrelenting. Makes me gag. Kyia has started following me around too. She never says anything either, it's back to the constant shadow. She's all, "I just don't know what to say". Well, still, that doesnt give her the right to sit and evesdrop and stand a foot and a half away from me. Unless I really love you, stay out of my fucking space bubble. Even Alyssa has been bothering me. I know she's frustrated with Carmen and Kyia too but now she's clinging to me and sometimes I feel so choked. Plus she's all trying to move in on my Deerfield friends and I guess I don't mind. Except when she tries to move in on Lil Chris. That I mind. I also don't like it when she says she doesnt like one of them. She doesn't know them well enough to have formulated an opinion yet. It's just frustrating.

Wrapped in the warmth of you. Loving every breath of you. | I'll love you til the seas run dry.

On the plus side, tomorrow I'm going clothes shopping because I am in desperate need of covering and for once I don't have to work! All my jeans are ripped and I'm trying to get out of the whole hip-hugger bell-bottom scene. It's too cliche. I don't really even like them. I just have them so that people don't hassle me about my clothes. You know what, though? I really don't give a shit anymore. I got a new pair of underwear for 99 cents today. Hell yes! Woo hoo for being thrifty! And they aren't hideous either. Also, I adopted a homeless pen. It's all sparkly and blue. Hoowah! I was skateboarding on a midget skateboard too. It was called a "lockerboard" or some shit. It was fackin' lame because there was no way to turn and the trucks were wayyyy too loose. It raped me and I almost died but it was hilarious. ShopKo is so much fun. Tomorrow I get "twister" bed sheets. They come with a spinner. What a pick up line, eh?

I can fly, my angel Gabriel.
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