Thesaurus Rex (virtuistic) wrote,
Thesaurus Rex

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I made a big decision a little while ago.
I don't remember what it was which probably goes to show
That many times a simple choice can prove to be essential
Even though it often might appear inconsequential.

I must have been distracted when I left my home because
Left or right I'm sure I went but don't remember which it was.
Anyway, I never veered: I walked in that direction.
Utterly absorbed, it seems, in quiet introspection.

For no reason I can think of, I've wandered far astray.
And that is how I got to where I find myself today.


I don't want Hanna to be back. She is going to throw a monumental wrench in the works. I swear, she lives to reak havoc and torment others. She is the embodiment of evil. Her intentions are foul and cruel. Thinking of her gives me the desire to spit. I wrote a poem about her that I'll put on here when I get home. I hate being a bystander. I can't stop what I know will inevitably happen and that is so frustrating because it affects the people I care about most. I know exactly what she will do without a doubt. I can read her like an open book. She has the most cruel and selfish intentions. She can't stand to be in second place. I know for a fact that she is going to keep David wrapped around her little finger just so that Schaynna can't have him. Undoubtedly, she will cheat on him several times. She will try to steal Shane back from Tosha. She will break up Jon and Ariel because Jon will cheat on Ariel with just about anyone if they are unethical enough to lead him astray. She will lead on both Matt and Chris and tease them. She is the most decietful person I know. She has no motive for being so vindictive and heartless either. She will spread rumors, create angst and anxiety. No good can come of this. I can't stand by and allow her to do this to my friends but I dont know how to stop it. I am so frustrated with her. For the first time in my life I feel pure unadulterated hatred.

You put my brain in overload and I can't change gears. It wears me out. I need to learn how to disappear completely before I just crumble and burn.
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