Translation: You're boring and you could use some exercise. Why not get back on that skateboard and sprain something?
Alright. So I have the opportunity to go home over Thanksgiving. We're not going to have a traditional dinner, and apparently my grandma and my aunt will be there. I suppose it's a good chance to remove myself from this environment and to calm down and get my head straight again. No cost for room & board, no sitting alone on the holiday. I don't know if I can think of something more lonely and depressing than that.
On the other hand, I hate going home. Since I don't like going, part of me expects it to be throughly un-relaxing. I don't want 8 million of my old friends calling and demanding to hang out. I don't want to feel guilty about not having enough time to see everyone. I don't want to hear the words "you should come home more often." Honestly, there are some people I just don't want to see. There are a few I do, and there are even a few I genuinely miss, but seeing how they are always breaks my heart. I know I should spend the time with my family. I just haven't yet decided if I will.
So riddle me this, guys. Considering the present circumstances and the known qualifications for being a decent human being...
... go home.
... stay put.
In other news, I am irrationally excited for Christmas.