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What. the. fuck.

Sometimes I don't know if he's what saved me from this place, or if he's the real reason that it kills me.

For real, what the hell? Best friend or biggest asshole? We kind of hung out tonight, which I really don't even have time for. He said he'd come get me, and we'd watch a movie... which we did...with Bill and Shane. Fine. They're our friends. I haven't seen them. I miss them. Fine.

However, he didn't really even talk to me and that's what I really needed. I really needed a genuine hug from him, and a chance to really actually talk to another human being. I don't really talk to very many people about how I feel... not at great length. I can write about it to an extent, but I needed the catharsis of talking with him, and seeing him before he leaves and all he really did was offer me ice cream, kick at me, share a blanket with me, and then take me home. He didn't even give me a hug goodbye.

For his sake, that better not be the note he leaves me on before he goes to Switzerland or I might murder him.


Will someone kindly explain to me what the hell this means in boyspeak?
While you're at it, could you also fill me in as to why boys are so generally retarded?

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mattador
Dec. 15th, 2005 07:23 am (UTC)
Boys are weird. Honestly, I've always understood girls so much better.
virtuistic
Dec. 15th, 2005 07:24 am (UTC)
*whiningomg*
But I don't get iiiiiiiiiiiiit! *foot stomp*
mattador
Dec. 15th, 2005 07:26 am (UTC)
Re: *whiningomg*
Neither do I, or I would translate.
virtuistic
Dec. 15th, 2005 07:30 am (UTC)
Re: *whiningomg*
Heh heh.. well you did score rather high on that femininity thang. ;)

I love you, by the way.
mattador
Dec. 15th, 2005 07:31 am (UTC)
Re: *whiningomg*
Aww. Thanks, seriously. Likewise.

One of my exes always used to say she was in a lesbian relationship with me.
virtuistic
Dec. 15th, 2005 07:32 am (UTC)
Re: *whiningomg*
Maybe that's what I need to do. Get in a lesbian relationship with a man. You might have found the key! You're a genius!
mattador
Dec. 15th, 2005 07:33 am (UTC)
Re: *whiningomg*
Hahaha. If I find any other lesbians trapped in the bodies of men, I will send them your way.
virtuistic
Dec. 15th, 2005 07:34 am (UTC)
Re: *whiningomg*
Thanks! You're a pal!

Also, I love that we're totally talking on AIM and commmentspamming at the same time.
mattador
Dec. 15th, 2005 07:35 am (UTC)
Re: *whiningomg*
One does what one can for the cause.

Me three, mi amiga.
aither_nyx
Dec. 16th, 2005 03:00 am (UTC)
Speaking as one recently broken up with...
Yes. We all need hugs and someone to talk to. Perhaps we should just forget about the men, get together with our girlfriends and have sleepovers again like we did in middle school. Only, with wine. And chocolate. And really cheesy movies.
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