Damn the man.
i am totally screwwed up. I talked with ian again today, woah, two wopping days in a row. woo. for a fuggin minute. He had a friend over, so he basically told me he went partying last night and is kinda hungover and that he had a friend over and that he'll call me back later. .o0(oh really? well we'll see wont we...) Out of boredom i called up there to talk to mum & dad and whatnot...i thought that maybe he said he had a friend over as an excuse to get off the phone with me cuz he's kinda been a little weird if you know what i mean. And me, being the self-concious person i'm not - just figure that it being me, he doesnt really wanna talk to me and just did the "friend" ploy to let me down easier. shrug however, that isnt what mum & dad say... maybe i'm just a messed up chunkmonger.