July 3rd, 2004


But don't change a hair for me, not if you care for me.

Well, sadly the moon wasn't as spectacular this night due to humidity and cloud coverage; nevertheless, it was still enjoyable. I am such a whore for the night sky. At any rate, tonight has been an enjoyable evening. I got new work clothes, and I only had to go to one store this time to find things that fit me. TJ Maxx is my hero. My mom may let me actually drive to go see 311 tomorrow too... provided I have a suitable male body-guard. I'm thinking Chris, Bill, and Cody should do the trick. I was hoping that Tynan could come up for the weekend, get him the hell out of his house, but his parents are out of state and aren't too keen on the idea. Just incase something bad happens, which I think is a little paranoid... however, as the saying goes, "Just because you're paranoid doesn't mean they aren't after you."

However, the highlight of the eve was my conversation with Matt. He really sounded optimistic today, the Matt I remember and used to go hang out with all the time. We talked about Music and Books and the moon last night, as we were both ridiculously fascinated with it. One month and he'll be home. I'm going to give him the biggest hug. He said he was going to call me back to talk again after he did his laundry but at this point I hope he doesn't tonight. A) because I'd get killed by my parents, B) Because I'm really tired and about to go to sleep, and C) because I have nothing interesting to say anymore. Granted, I just really like listening to him talk. His voice is soothing, and now I'm wondering... because of the way he said "we'll talk" if he wasn't planning to unload some golden nugget of thought upon me. I hope so, but I believe that at this juncture he will wait until tomorrow to bequeath it unto me when I call him before the show. 311 tomorrow, and what a grand night it will be.
  • Current Music
    Crack The Code - 311

Amen, brother

Way to go, Cosby. *applauds*

Sometimes this whole philosophy and concept of racism just irks me beyond explaination. I have never discriminated against anyone in my life. When I see people, I see individual humans with characteristics and it's amazing how impossible it is for some people to believe that. It's shocking when they insist that I don't. I've had it happen, where just because I'm white, I must be discriminative. No, fellas, and that's when reverse racism comes in, and then I get really pissed. But thank you, Bill. The world needs to remember what personal responsibility is, and needs to stop blaming past mistakes on all current problems. You can't move into the future if you're living in the past and focusing on all the negatives instead of making goals to reach positives.

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  • Current Music
    Don't Call Me Flip - Milk & Honey