Thesaurus Rex (virtuistic) wrote,
Thesaurus Rex

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So, about that...

I am not happy today. I'm just not. I don't know why, so don't ask. It'll just make things worse.

I feel so irritated today. I can't put my finger on the cause, but everything irks me. My pasty skin, my chaos game group not being exact, having no time to crochet/make X-mas presents, the fact that I'm hungry and don't want UDS. I don't fucking know why it's all so aggraveting. I feel like screaming. I want to get out of this room, maybe out of this city, but I don't want to go home. At all. I don't want to go back to Cambridge. I'd rather eat my shoe. I want to make my bed but I can't... I never can. It seems like every single day this week someone has been sleeping in my bed for a substantial amount of time. I normally wouldn't care. And it's not even like I do all the time. Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't care. I normally wouldn't... I dont know why it's been pissing me off recently. I feel invaded, and I donno why. When I'm by myself I feel alone. When I'm around more than 3 people I feel crowded. No idea why. It's stupid, and I know that, but I'm not fucking happy.
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