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So, about that...

I am not happy today. I'm just not. I don't know why, so don't ask. It'll just make things worse.

I feel so irritated today. I can't put my finger on the cause, but everything irks me. My pasty skin, my chaos game group not being exact, having no time to crochet/make X-mas presents, the fact that I'm hungry and don't want UDS. I don't fucking know why it's all so aggraveting. I feel like screaming. I want to get out of this room, maybe out of this city, but I don't want to go home. At all. I don't want to go back to Cambridge. I'd rather eat my shoe. I want to make my bed but I can't... I never can. It seems like every single day this week someone has been sleeping in my bed for a substantial amount of time. I normally wouldn't care. And it's not even like I do all the time. Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't care. I normally wouldn't... I dont know why it's been pissing me off recently. I feel invaded, and I donno why. When I'm by myself I feel alone. When I'm around more than 3 people I feel crowded. No idea why. It's stupid, and I know that, but I'm not fucking happy.

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wheresmytower
Dec. 10th, 2004 11:48 pm (UTC)
Dude
That up there, that you've just described? Absofuckinglutely how I've been feeling recently. Maybe it's an epidemic. My only plan thus far has been to try and sweeten the mood up with sugar. I don't know. If you discover a better cure let me know.

I would hug you but, ya know....the hostility. *Snarks companiably instead*
virtuistic
Dec. 11th, 2004 07:10 pm (UTC)
Re: Dude
I've been doing the whole sugar thing too. I also find that playing videogames, screaming into your pillow, and numbing myself out on stupid games like psychobabble on popcap.com will pacify me for short periods of time.
ex_stoicism868
Dec. 11th, 2004 03:02 am (UTC)
i'm like that too. i think it's an end of the semester thing in my case. i just wanna get the hell out
virtuistic
Dec. 11th, 2004 07:09 pm (UTC)
I dont really want to get out, per se... because I don't want to go back home to the family. I just... don't want to do anything. I want about a week off instead of the month off that I'll soon be getting. I fear that I might go mad.
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