Piratize me! Errr... something. I have a math test in approximately 2 hours. I don't particularly want to take it. Especially since I have yet to but won't study. However, afterwords I tend on rewarding myself with Starbucks and then I will go over to the Murphy Hall and hopefully get my Journalism Track all finished up so I can, y'know, actually register for journalism classes and work toward my major. Granted, while my registering experience doesn't suck half as badly as my darling roommate's, the entire process sucks ass royally. I don't know what I'd suggest to make it better, though. Trying to get 40,000 people organized can't be an easy task. Still... I don't want to be unable to get my degree in a timely fashion because I can't take my major specific classes, you whores!
Now that we've got that squared away... I need to whine. Last night really sucked, at least to some degree, on all levels. My conversation with Matt was mostly good until I took his joking too seriously, but still... it was a bad thing to joke about. It makes me feel stupid about this whole relationship. Some days it seems set in stone, and fantastic, and bound to be "the one" if you will... and then sometimes I just feel like it's hopeless and I've just been fooling myself. I really hope it's not the latter, I'm probably just being pessimistic. But I was also really just generally pissed last night at people just being rude. I told Sean, Jeff, Nic, and anyone else that cared to listen that I wanted to go to bed by 12:30. Come 1-3, not only could I not go to bed, I could not even sit on my bed. I don't know if I'm overreacting due to the aforementioned crudball of anxiety and insecurity, but it was really inconsiderate. Also, I'm really not looking forward to this weekend. I'm going to be alone, and in lieu of recent health concerns, that has me a little... well, concerned. Faith is going home, Miah is at frat initiation, Tynan will be at a hacker meeting... and I'll be cleaning the room, which is really fucking filthy, and doing laundry? I can't get excited about this weekend. Weird. I think I'm going to chill with Korey and Ryan, just because that seems like it'll be a good way to break up the monotony and general morose mood I'm currently in.