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Oh the Magnetic Fields...

Oh the tired... I just got off the phone with the Charming Matthew. 'Twas a marvelous hour long conversation... many laughs were had, a couple fake tears were cried. He's coming home on the 13th and I'm really excited. I'm going to have to see if I can get a couple days off in August from both of my places of employment. I know we'll have the nights but still... I want to spend a couple days with the kid. I asked him what he was going to do when he got home and he told me... "I'm going to avoid you, that's for sure. No, no, I'm just kidding... we'll have to chill." I told him I'd teach him how to sleep properly again, as he's only sleeping 4 hours a night. However, he asked me to call him tomorrow. Gotta love him. Like I told Carmen, it doesn't matter what any other guy could offer me because at the end of the day, I just want my asshole. After all, he knows he can't live without me.

I dont know if you're beautiful, because I love you too much.

This weekend was mad fun. I was a little disappointed when Karissa couldn't come, but it worked out. I really love my grandparents, they're so cool. They were telling me stories about how they met and some of the dates they went on; so fucking adorable. Apparently, they met on a street corner and my grandpa got her a taxi cab and took my grandma home. Then kept her address and started writing letters to her from the Navy. Then they went on a date, so he rented a convertible to impress her... and while they were at the beach it started to rain so they went back in, and tried shutting the top... and it got a little tear in it... so when he returned it, he returned it with the top down. In his words, "You gotta do what you gotta do." They're so darn charming. Not to mention they house my friends and I on these canoe trips, which I'll write more about tomorrow morning. I'm so damn tired. That being said, sleep... here I come.

I've seen you laugh at nothing at all, I've seen you sadly weeping, The sweetest thing I ever saw, was you asleep and dreaming...

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orangedust
Jul. 19th, 2004 06:51 am (UTC)
Hmm careful about the adoring eyes seeing past problems thing: here's a situation that I can see from the outside with two of my friends.

BOY: doesn't really care too much about the girl. He's kind of a tryhard so he acts all cool like he gets with other girls and doesn't care when she leaves him.

GIRL: She's hot. She's really nice. I'd hit it for real. But she's been with the guy so long she only loves him and doesn't have eyes for anyone else (one time when they broke up I hit on her and got knocked back pretty firmly whoops! - I wouldn't have done it with a real mate's girl but this guy was being a dick to her and me and as far as I'm concerned she's better off with anyone else).

So he does shit like cheats on her, invited her out to the footy before giving the ticket to a workmate and snubbing her etc and she always goes crawling back. I know what it's like, believe me. And I'm NOT saying snything at all about your relationship because basically I don't know jack sdhit about it and I don't know you that well, this is just something to keep in mind because I've seen it happen more than a few times.

- cal
virtuistic
Jul. 19th, 2004 07:38 am (UTC)
Well for a bit of background...
Honestly, I think we hit that point once in our relationship when we were younger. We liked each other but it wasn't love yet, and I was already with a different guy.. but he told me that after Ian and I broke up, I was his. So I just said yeah, sure, whatever. By the time I broke up with Ian, he had a girlfriend that he had grown to hate and told me he was single and we started going to all sorts of places together... to see the orchestra, to go see movies, to cuddling EVERYWHERE, took me to homecoming and that's when she found out because and he never told me or her... and after that something switched with him. We've been best friends for two years, he's the only one I really confide in and it's likewise for him. And Matt... annoyingly enough, has been borderline a-sexual since the whole Darcy/Me episode, except sometimes hormones get the best of him but I don't care. Anyway, he's told me he loves me, which is a word he doesn't like to use/admit... and he's told the same thing to all of our friends so I don't think I'm walking into a trap.

P.S. When I say, I want my asshole back, it's referring to the things he did in the past and the way we joke around. We always tell each other to shut up/fuck off and it always ends with a "awww, I can't stay mad at you! You're too cute, like a little grimalkin!" So it's not serious... but Thanks for the concern. :)
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