I've been working my life away lately.
It's annoying, because now there are really attractive co-workers flirting with me. Though, I think they're both gay. I know one is.. in the end, I don't care so much, but the flirting makes me feel all girl-ish. I haven't done it in so long... I dont know if I like it anymore... I probably do but my perception is skewwed at the moment.
Went for a walk with Doug last night and ended up balling. I've determined that every single one of my problems is the direct result of CIRCUMSTANCE... no fault of mine, no fault of his, just evil fucking circumstances. Also, I haven't been able to get ahold of him for about 4 days. Ugh... August needs to come like whoa.