Well, I should have updated when i got home, then i'd be able to remember how happy i was before all of this crap... Ian was wonderful...let me first say that i mean he is a complete and total gentleman. and the has better table manners than I do!!! Which is kinda disgustipating....but seriously he doesnt eat with his elbows on the table, and he pulls out chairs and opens doors and kisses my hand!!! arg...and i am also at school at the moment so at any time i could cut out and pick up whenever the hell i get home... But i am currently a little annoyed with the hypocritical and decietful ways of the vast majority of the teenage community. And the self-centered-ness. I dont feel like me, ever since i got home i havent felt like me. BUT! There is an upside! And i'll inform you later because the bell just rang! FUCK OFF SCHOOL!!!