Sanity is fleeting. It hit me today that after Monday... I will be confined to Carmen, Kyia, Alyssa, Doug, Chris, Bill and Cody. Mind you, I really only like Chris, Bill, and Cody... and soon all of them will be 30 min. away. I just broke down today, started balling. Then I went into Madison and picked up Matt's CDs, came home... cried again... while I was sobbing like a child he called... and cheered me up. He dropped the L-bomb on me, which was unexpected but heartfelt, I believe. It's nice knowing he relates... and he cares. I think I'm going to go take a 4 hour walk, listen to more Mr. Oizo and just... contemplate a new way to cope with this shithole.