Didn't expect that one. Another thing I didn't expect is to get a distressed phone call from Matthew. He seems so subdued today, telling me the doesn't think there's any hope and that he'll be changed forever. Asked me earnestly to call him again tonight. I miss him so much, I wish I could make this all disappear. I can feel the tension created by his anxiety and I wish I could save him. It just makes me all the more determined to go see him. I hope to cheer him tonight... I still love that kid so much, I'd do anything I am capable of.
If there's anything to say, If there's anything to do, If there's any other way, I'll do anything for you.
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this exact same sentence in your journal.